Right Here Waiting.

You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

Damn... I'm not really sure what to do about my life. It feels like I don't really have a life right now, the shcool is killing me, seriously. With at least 4 homeworks to each and every single day, and then 3 tests/week. No one said natur-science was easy, but let me just complain a little...

But then, I find my hope in one thing. In one person, as always.

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Another thing that's keeping me struggling is this; If the teachers think I'm serious about the school and my studies, I might be one of the few students who get's to go to New York with the class. I so badly wanna do that... Just imagine, meeting tattoo artits in fucking NY and battle on the street... ok, I don't really believe it's that way, with the dance-battles and shit, but maybe, just maybe I might be able to make it like the typical gangsta-streetdance-american-movies, aight?

I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

All this longing for something I don't have makes me feel like I'm not a person. My life will remain as a search, 'cause when the target is taken, I guess I'm gonna look for something else... or am I?

No... haha no. guess I'm just wishing it to be that way, 'cause I really hate being addicted to another person, like I've mentioned before. It's a hell lot of shrink-shit in all this. Gotta try to stop thinking so much 'bout it... but I really looove to figure the human mind out.

Now, I have to get back to the chemistry. I'll see ya, won' I?